Showbiz magic big time

I was a child actor, child porn actor...not film mind you, more of a stage show, which was tougher of course...hard to keep it up in front of a live audience...and you only got one take...even if you were bleeding...

My stage name was Wee Willie Fucker...which was kind of a misnomer, cause technically I didn't do any fucking, I was just sort of tossed on stage and fucked. My manager didn't like the sound of Wee Willie Fuckee though...said it made me sound Chinese or something.

I always found it funny when some of my fans would come backstage and find out my first name wasn't really Willie...I mean come on. You gotta be pretty fucking stupid to think that.

My part called for me to get tossed on stage...like a midget I guess...but I wasn't a midget I was just a little kid...I never really thought if I was violating child labor laws, and now that I think about it was probably rape...I mean I certainly wasn't willing...though I was paid...I guess that made me a whore in a way. I guess that was part of the appeal to me. There was also always a lot of candy backstage and that was pretty cool.

Looking back I'm not real proud of it...cause it wasn't a very good show...after the initial shock of throwing me onstage the lead actor, Franz Frankenfucker, (talk about a stupid fucking name...he wasn't even German), would just come out and say, "HERE COMES THE SHOW!" real fucking loud, and by show he meant his cock.

I thought it was a pretty arrogant move, but the audience always seemed to respond to it.

He would then just pull down my little shorts and fuck my ass...that's it..just would fuck me til he came...no jokes, no musical numbers, no real imagination of any kind. Simply put it lacked drama or intrigue.

Don't get me wrong i was dynamite...I mean I'm not gonna look back and get all modest. I was pretty fucking awesome in the role, not that it called for much except for being kind of a rag doll hole.

Still I'd say it was a lot tougher than what most child actors get praised for...like Shirley Temple...I think dancing around in a little sailor suit is a helluva lot easier than taking a cock in your ass on stage 6 nights a week and twice on Sunday.

I don't think she ever did anything like that...did she? If she did I'd probably be interested in seeing it.

If I could go back and do it all over again I probably wouldn't, or at least I would demand better candy backstage...and lube.